Terrible Things.

Tears flow steadily,
The ground shakes beneath me.
I keep asking myself, over and over again,
What have I done to myself?

I watched a movie today,
It said everything I had to say.
It showed the story of a little girl,
And how she was scarred by the big bad world.

I sit, tired and alone,
I feel like my insides are torn.
Oh, what am I going to do now?
Where should I go now?

I want to see how great the world is,
I want to see the sunshine and the butterflies.
But how can I, how will I ever?
If life keeps doing these terrible things to me.