Thursday, 1 January 2015

2015: New Years Resolution #1

2014.
It was a great year.
Things happened, stuff went down. Fights were fought, friends were befriended, memories were made and love was spread.
This was the year I truly found myself.
I went from Nerdy, Miss Goody-Two Shoes to, well, ME.
I discovered myself. Dark parts of myself that I never even knew existed. My rebellious side.
I discovered the artist in me. Who had thought I'd want to be a singer? In 2013, I definitely wouldn't have.
I wrote my first ever short story. I started working on this really good book.
I found my escape, I started playing the guitar.
I found out what my fears were. I faced my fears. I fought my fears.
I made friends. I lost them. I got them back. Now, it's an eternal bond.
I fell in love- again and again. I fell in love with music, I fell in love with words and books and poems and stories. I fell in love with a guy. I fell in love with my friends and I fell in love with my mom, with my dad, Because now, I finally understood how things were. And more importantly, I understood that they were exactly how they were supposed to be.
I fell in love with my life, I fell in love with myself- again and again and again.

All in all, it was great, and there's nothing I'd like to change.

You know what the best thing about 2015 is?
You get to repeat 2014 and make the same mistakes again and again, and no one will say anything. Cuz, who cares it's finally 2015.

I lived 2014 trying to tone down the drama queen in me. That's where I went wrong.
These are the teenage years.Every little thing, every broken nail and broken heart is a big deal right now. Live life in 'now'. Right now, it's all that matters, right?

So, here's my one and only Resolution for 2015:
Embrace the crap, embrace the drama.

2015. Embrace it.

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